[For a second his eyes gain a faraway quality. When he got sick back at the Garrison...he had started to suspect something was wrong with him. He'd had decent health before then it went downhill.

He steers Keith into the hall leading to the baths while his mind works. He's never discussed his sickness at length with anyone, except Adam. And over time they both stopped talking about it.

All they did was argue as their fears magnified and destroyed their relationship.]

Plan out what you intend to do with your energy for the day. Adjust your plans based on how you feel. ...don't...don't kick yourself if you can't get everything done that you'd planned to do.

[He stares straight ahead.]

It's not something you really get used to. Or least, I never did.