More than one time. The often it happens to you, there more it hurts, even through you think that you've finally gotten used to it.
[That was nothing but the truth. Still, no matter how often his family had rejected him, especially his father, Tyrion had always tried to make them proud. He had risked his life and how did they thanked him? Not with the words he had wanted to her, he never got any reward for it.
At least not in the way he had hoped for. Sure the one or the other responsible position had made him proud and he had accepted them with being truly happy about them. But in general he had always gotten much less than he had expected.
There were still moments, when he thought that it would've been the best if he wouldn't have come up with the plan to save the capital when it came to the Battle of Black Water and let them all die, including his family.]
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[That was nothing but the truth. Still, no matter how often his family had rejected him, especially his father, Tyrion had always tried to make them proud. He had risked his life and how did they thanked him? Not with the words he had wanted to her, he never got any reward for it.
At least not in the way he had hoped for. Sure the one or the other responsible position had made him proud and he had accepted them with being truly happy about them. But in general he had always gotten much less than he had expected.
There were still moments, when he thought that it would've been the best if he wouldn't have come up with the plan to save the capital when it came to the Battle of Black Water and let them all die, including his family.]