That's fair. I think you're likely right.

[Because Barabas knows he himself sure as hell isn't okay. But they have to be, even if they aren't. They haven't been given much of a choice.

Barabas reaches for one of the notebooks he keeps here, but doesn't open it, folding his hands atop it as he looks over at Maes.]

Learn. It's all we can do. Figure out what the hell happened so if we come across something like that again,w e don't live through history repeating itself.

[He slumps back in his chair.] That's the only thing I can think of besides just screaming.