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Ayano Tateyama ([personal profile] additionalmemory) wrote in [community profile] acatalepsy_logs 2019-01-31 07:44 pm (UTC)

[She shrinks down a bit at his scolding, smiling bitterly at her own stupidity, and her own failure.]

Sorry. That was stupid of me. I’m actually...really stupid. I’m dumb. I get bad grades on everything, I make poor decisions...

[As a person, she has enough composure to keep herself from crying, but she does start to lightly shake.]

Now I’m...complaining to a stranger about something that I couldn’t help, as if I can’t change anything about myself.

Some...bad stuff happened to me, and I thought, being here, I’d be able to start over like nothing happened. But here I am, still hiding from other people, still hurting myself for no good reason.

I’m...really sorry.

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