You say that, [Killua sighs out, shoulders slacking,] but she also limits our abilities. It's probably more for our perspective, but I have to wonder...
[Killua feels like his mind is darker than the average kid, due to his upbringing; his best friend, by contrast, had a destructively sweet, optimistic mindset... in the end, it was more lethal than Killua's cautious cynicism. he just simply doesn't know. when Hanabi mentions the stuff about death, Killua looks more surprised than he has so far, lifting his head and turning towards her bodily in full.]
—That is amazing!
[his all white eyes widen.]
That's—really—! I guess if you're not as strong as before, it doesn't matter if you can't die, does it...? [Killua holds his chin, furrowing his eyebrows.]
I see... That makes up for being weaker, in a way. if you die, you don't stay dead? Is that normal with the people Astoria kidnapped?
If so...!
[maybe Killua can condition himself to be braver...!]
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[Killua feels like his mind is darker than the average kid, due to his upbringing; his best friend, by contrast, had a destructively sweet, optimistic mindset... in the end, it was more lethal than Killua's cautious cynicism. he just simply doesn't know. when Hanabi mentions the stuff about death, Killua looks more surprised than he has so far, lifting his head and turning towards her bodily in full.]
—That is amazing!
[his all white eyes widen.]
That's—really—! I guess if you're not as strong as before, it doesn't matter if you can't die, does it...? [Killua holds his chin, furrowing his eyebrows.]
I see... That makes up for being weaker, in a way. if you die, you don't stay dead? Is that normal with the people Astoria kidnapped?
If so...!
[maybe Killua can condition himself to be braver...!]