[Wow. Must be nice, not to be able to feel embarrassed... or, so it seems. She can't say she's ever really given thought to that sort of "what if", but. She purses her lips a bit, unable to really imagine not being able to... but that's what he said, so-]

No, it's fine, I- I'm trying to be... less embarrassed.

[Her fingers tangle weakly in the damp towel, and she tries (and fails) to speak more sensibly.]

Gonta, he's a- Oh, I told you about him before, he... He said that jinba in the mountains walk around with nothing on down there at all. That they're more free. So if I want to live in the mountains, maybe- Maybe I have to be more free...

[At this point even she's not sure if it's the fever or not.]