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Entry tags:
- !event,
- !mod,
- detroit: become human: connor,
- detroit: become human: hank anderson,
- digimon adventure tri: takeru takaishi,
- drakengard 3: zero,
- fate: mordred,
- final fantasy vii: aerith gainsborough,
- final fantasy xiv: alisaie leveilleur,
- final fantasy xiv: alphinaud leveilleur,
- final fantasy xiv: arenvald lentinus,
- final fantasy xv: prompto argentum,
- fire emblem: lucina,
- fullmetal alchemist: maes hughes,
- fullmetal alchemist: roy mustang,
- jinba: konoha,
- nier: 2b,
- nier: a2,
- nier: brother nier,
- nier: emil,
- nier: kainé,
- nier: number 4,
- original character: daylight vis lornlit,
- persona 3: minato arisato,
- persona 5: akira kurusu,
- persona 5: ann takamaki,
- tales of xillia 2: ludger kresnik,
- tokyo xanadu: kou tokisaka,
- voltron: hunk,
- voltron: takashi "shiro" shirogane
( the sickness: phase two )
![]() ![]() the sickness ends. the temple. The Temple, shortly after Astoria's burst of energy, is in a constant state of growth. Trees are bursting into existence from seeds in mere seconds, flowers are growing wherever magic lands . . . and the Temple is abruptly a-buzz with energy, magic crackling throughout the air. You may find a tree in your house, or flowers suddenly growing along the walls, or plants wiggling their way through the stone walls of the buildings of the Temple. All of a sudden, the place looks very overgrown. ![]() lake dona. Lake Dona is a massive body of water, stretching outward for so far that it almost seems like an ocean until you see that the water is fresh. It is surrounded by long, leafy trees that dip into the water and has a variety of ancient ruins scattered around it -- weathered stones set into circles at seemingly even intervals, old buildings that seem to mirror the Temple in construct. |
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[Attack humans. Kill humans, as had been the case more than once.
He keeps his eyes on her Pod at the distance, and the way the breeze flirts with the surface of the water, causing faint ripples that have nothing to do with movement beneath. The question makes his LED flicker at his temple, and while the answer is simple, requiring no real thought, Connor has strangely always left out the specifics unless someone asks -- like 2B is doing, currently.]
...Tracking deviant androids is actually what I was specifically designed for, in tandem with working with the police. To find out why they're increasing in number, and to put a stop to their continued growth. To return the ones we find back to CyberLife for inspection and disassembly.
[He supposes that leads to another question of what exactly causes an android to deviate, which Connor anticipates. Therefore, he continues.]
They're overrun by errors that cause them to misinterpret said errors as emotion. It leaves them in a disoriented state, and these glitches have a tendency to become prevalent in high-stress situations. As you can probably assume, this is often a recipe for disaster when a human is involved.
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Our functions aren't that different.
[ she won't say more than that on that topic. There's a pause as she hesitates before continuing. ]
So... you don't feel emotions, then.
[ will it cause him undue stress, to ask him that? He doesn't seem much less sophisticated than she is in terms of intelligence; he mimics a human almost exactly. But 2B knows that the closer to that dividing line they come, the harder it is to cope. If he does feel emotions but doesn't feel allowed to process them - if he considers them punishable by death - then she'll only be causing him trouble. ]
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Right.]
No. I don’t. Not beyond extenuating circumstances, which have involved other androids interfacing with me at inconvenient times, or my friend using his powers on me by accident.
[So technically not his own emotions or anything. So technically a lie of omission.
But he’s quick to latch onto something that she’s said instead. He looks at her, interest sparking clearly on his face.]
What do you mean, our functions aren’t that different?
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Maybe this problem is just an unavoidable part of life for all androids.
The other topic, unfortunately, is not much more pleasant for her to discuss. She sighs, quietly, and shakes her head, looking back out at Pod 042. ]
... I mean that executing traitorous androids or androids who went against their programming was part of my duty back when I was on Earth. [ she hesitates; she hopes that didn't sound like a threat. ] There weren't any humans left for them to endanger directly. But by going against YoRHa, they were endangering humanity's last hope of retaking the planet.
[ supposedly. ]
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But her admission makes the line of his jaw go tight. Makes his fingers flex, his gaze casting back out into the water as if pulled by a magnet. What she says is more than just a parallel to his own functions; it's a stark similarity, an objective shared in broad strokes, even if the details may be different.
Connor's still, and doesn't say much. Not at first. And then-]
And did you abide by what it was you were designed to do?
[Maybe that's an odd question. Maybe he's asking her if she was fine with it.]
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[ for three long years, until she was freed from it - and then summarily brought to another dimension afterwards. It would be convenient if they'd kidnapped her the way Astoria had; that would absolve her of any guilt. But that wasn't the case - they'd asked her, broken as she was, if she would turn her back on the planet for another chance at existence, and she'd agreed. She's as traitorous as A2 now. The worst part is that it no longer matters, and she knows it doesn't - yet the guilt continues to dog her, persistent and poisonous.
But the fact is that she had obeyed her duty all that time. It was painful. She passed the point where she'd rather die than continue serving her purpose a long time ago. Still, she obeyed. Not for duty, but to protect a promise. 2B doesn't share as much; still, there's a clear note of regret and bitterness in her quiet answer that speaks for her. ]
It's what I was made for. It was... an honor, to fight for mankind. [ her own feelings on it shouldn't have mattered, and probably shouldn't even have existed in the first place. It shouldn't make a difference that she wasn't fine with it. ] ... But we lost. YoRHa was destroyed. If I hadn't been brought here, I would have been destroyed, too.
[ none of it mattered. ]
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An honor, to fight for mankind.
Maybe she was just better-built than he. Stronger. Less inclined to doubt her own goals.]
YoRHa... was destroyed?
[That's news to him. He hasn't heard that much from any of the other androids from her universe so far.]
I'm- I'm sorry, 2B. [Mission failure. Somehow the idea of it applied to her cuts something deep within himself.] What happened?
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She's slightly taken aback by the apology. For whatever reason, she wasn't expecting it. ]
... The enemy was able to hack into our main servers and infect all connected units with a virus that caused fatal errors. Our last orbital base was destroyed, as were our remaining troops and resources.
[ a beat. She adds, with some muted wonder: ]
You don't have to apologize.
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[That wasn't expected, on his end. To be told not to apologize. He supposes logically he doesn't have to, but it's a sense of-
(empathy)
-trying to portray to her that can imagine what a shattering experience it might be, to have lost a war. To fail in a mission.]
You're right. But what you're explaining to me is a tragedy. I wouldn't wish it on anyone.
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But his kindness is appreciated. His empathy - she recognizes it for what it is, because she always feels it, too. It's merely a novel experience to have it shown to her by another android - especially a foreign one, regarding this topic from the outside. It's... strange. She'll have to parse it later. For now, she just nods, unsure how to respond. ]
... Thanks, [ she decides on, quietly, after a few seconds. A few more stretch on before she decides to change the topic. It's getting a little bit too close to something personal. ] What's Detroit like?
[ it's hard for her to imagine living side-by-side with humans, outside of the extraordinary circumstances she's currently in... ]
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In regards to my own experiences?
[He has limited ones, admittedly, restricted to CyberLife and where his missions took him. Recently, all of it pivoting around the DPD, as the investigation behind deviancy and its uptick in the city progressed.]
Or maybe you mean what life is like in Detroit as a whole?
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[ although she wonders if he'd actually be open to talking about his experiences. That would certainly be a big difference between the two of them. ]
Humans haven't lived on Earth in thousands of years. Until I was recruited, I'd never met one. [ ... ] I don't know what it's like for androids and humans to live together.