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- detroit: become human: connor,
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- fate: mordred,
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( the sickness: phase two )
![]() ![]() the sickness ends. the temple. The Temple, shortly after Astoria's burst of energy, is in a constant state of growth. Trees are bursting into existence from seeds in mere seconds, flowers are growing wherever magic lands . . . and the Temple is abruptly a-buzz with energy, magic crackling throughout the air. You may find a tree in your house, or flowers suddenly growing along the walls, or plants wiggling their way through the stone walls of the buildings of the Temple. All of a sudden, the place looks very overgrown. ![]() lake dona. Lake Dona is a massive body of water, stretching outward for so far that it almost seems like an ocean until you see that the water is fresh. It is surrounded by long, leafy trees that dip into the water and has a variety of ancient ruins scattered around it -- weathered stones set into circles at seemingly even intervals, old buildings that seem to mirror the Temple in construct. |
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To be fair, he can’t really relate to much of this.]
But what if she’s agreeable to it?
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His self-doubt is still his constant companion in just about everything. ]
But...what if she's not? I could totally blow the whole friendship, dude! And I...care about her too much to risk what I've got with her now.
[ But not to leave things on such a down note, he shrugs a shoulder. ]
Heh, it's all good though. Always a bridesmaid! ...Er, groomsman? N-never mind.
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Do you think she'd disregard your friendship so easily?
[He's heard tell of humans making relationships awkward due to rejected romantic advances, and he does see how that makes sense. But each case was different, each individual a variable that made it hard to delegate this to inevitability.]
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He's asked himself this question before, of course. He's thought about all of this a lot before, of course, and in the back of his mind, he can just picture the way Alisaie would respond if she knew he thought she might reject his friendship if he told her the true nature of his feelings for her. She would give him hell for it, and stand by what she's said before, that he is important to her.
But that thought is in the back of his mind for a reason, because it is tucked away behind so many layers of doubt and fear that he scarcely considers it. He has every reason for why Alisaie might walk away from him if he confessed. They're not necessarily rational reasons, but they are not so easy to walk away from, even now, in the initial throes of his path to self-acceptance.
A noncommittal noise slips out of him, his gaze dropping to the ground. ]
...Guess not. Still, I, uh...I dunno if that's a risk I wanna take.
[ He barely feels like he has enough to offer her as is. Why risk it when things are fine the way they are? It's fine. He's fine. ]