It was a long time ago and I was barely old enough to understand.

[It sounds bad, but there are many days that go by that he doesn't think about it. But then again, he's been through an entire war and many years since the death of his mother. Those things dull and blunt his feelings about the loss of his mother.]

But you can make new memories with your mom, or at least, you will be able to when we get done with whatever it is we're doing here.